[ She knows she has to look terrible with red, puffy eyes, a streaky face, and exhaustion still lingering. Still, she couldn't leave him with a text or voice message. If anyone would understand the emotional attachment she feels for the King of Dreams and Lord of Nightmares, it would be Morpheus himself. She's wearing his gifted bracelet, idly playing with the gem as she gathers her thoughts. ]
I'm not really sure how to start this. What's worse is that I don't even know if I'll have this anymore when we leave.
[ Probably not. She nearly takes it off but refrains. Instead, she folds her hands into her lap, gripping the gem tightly in her palm after wiping at her face. ]
This is so much harder than just talking to the speaker or typing a bunch of words. Humans and our emotions right?
[ She looks down, her face scrunching up as she tries to swallow back down a sob and tears. It's not going very well. ]
It's not fair but it's what needs to be done, I guess. We break a lot of rules, after all, so I guess we are kind of to blame. But as I told you before, I have no regrets. I would never take back anything that I've said to you or anything that we've done. If anything, you've introduced me to so many new things that just made life better. You helped me know that it's okay to be selfish without feeling guilty. To make sure I remind myself that I'm important and worth so much.
I don't know if I'll ever get to visit The Dreaming back home or if my beautiful dreams will be because of your doing, but for however long I can here, I will hold on to every second that we shared until I have to walk through that door.
[ She wipes at her face again, dabbing at her eyes with the back of her hand before she can finally look back up at the camera. Her smile is unsteady but genuine. ]
I can say this because, in a few days, it won't matter, but I love you and I'm going to miss you and I need to end this before I start completely ugly crying.
[ Elle does her best to compose herself as much as possible before blowing a kiss to the screen and ending the video. ]
video; @makeitpink
I'm not really sure how to start this. What's worse is that I don't even know if I'll have this anymore when we leave.
[ Probably not. She nearly takes it off but refrains. Instead, she folds her hands into her lap, gripping the gem tightly in her palm after wiping at her face. ]
This is so much harder than just talking to the speaker or typing a bunch of words. Humans and our emotions right?
[ She looks down, her face scrunching up as she tries to swallow back down a sob and tears. It's not going very well. ]
It's not fair but it's what needs to be done, I guess. We break a lot of rules, after all, so I guess we are kind of to blame. But as I told you before, I have no regrets. I would never take back anything that I've said to you or anything that we've done. If anything, you've introduced me to so many new things that just made life better. You helped me know that it's okay to be selfish without feeling guilty. To make sure I remind myself that I'm important and worth so much.
I don't know if I'll ever get to visit The Dreaming back home or if my beautiful dreams will be because of your doing, but for however long I can here, I will hold on to every second that we shared until I have to walk through that door.
[ She wipes at her face again, dabbing at her eyes with the back of her hand before she can finally look back up at the camera. Her smile is unsteady but genuine. ]
I can say this because, in a few days, it won't matter, but I love you and I'm going to miss you and I need to end this before I start completely ugly crying.
[ Elle does her best to compose herself as much as possible before blowing a kiss to the screen and ending the video. ]